;; UPDATE;;

i feel so stress

y? i dont know

i feel bad when all people

who hurt me before

come back to my life

i really want to enjy my life

but this make me sick

i am surely mental disorder rght now

i can handle all this alone

now i feel bad

people love when im cry

y???

i really need a place

that i can cry

i really hpe that

i miss to cry all out

i need beach

i need waterfall

and i really need water

just to calm down my hot sttion

hey,, do u think im bad???

i really want smile

i really want guy to stay bhnd me

man, i really love keciq now

so pls

go away

too many time i said

i  cant love the past

i cant

pls dont  make me hate all

and pls

begging u man

stay away

i just need afzan

i just need him.

no matter bad the end of my rltnshp

wth him, let it b

but now

i really want to enjy my time with him

i really love him

this tear is for him.

.................

OHOIIIIIIIIIIIIIII ahakz

 ^_^  pindah umh mmg memenatkan!!
skunk dah de kat putrjaya-p18
aras 16
bapak letih and tinggi
uhhhh
rini last day kat jpj
tak rasa pape pun
normal ke?
huhuhu
tak cukup rest ya amat
mlm ni dah nk blik kg
yeyyeye:D
Org countdown,aku blik kg n relx
nikmatttttttttt
azam aku ape eh thn 2010??
jaga solat n jadi prmpuan lbh sket kot...
kasar je aku.mulot pon tak reti cover
adehhh
esk oohh esk
:D
pastu pe g eh ni main taip je nih
ohoiiii
di kg tak da tenet
di poli la lembab ya amat
soooo
dgn rasminya mungkin la ni entry last
huahua
kalo da tenet bru leh nk update:D
N surely lam chatting in KOmuniti PTSS
of kos la tak on dah
msti trigat kat dorang
dorang kan suka kutuk aku.hahaha
facebook pun tak dulik dah
soo skunk
fokus fokus

STDY FOR THE LAST SEMSTER ON 2010

bout keciq:
alhamdulillah,semua baik..
so far tak gdh truk pun
er mmg tak gdh pun
hahaha
mengada ja lebey.ekeekke
tp tu la,ada ja mulut org yg tak puas ati
ingga sinda pun dah trasa
adehh i nver hate u ,nver jelous on u sis
dorang saja ja
bikin panas:D

tindakan!- Blik kg

•                p umah tikah-setel kan rpot
• ( g cri ink and paper,and things for blik           poli                and        bayar wet yuran)
•                p poli perlis submit borang kamsis
•                setelkan and terus update report lg
•                lepak umh mona :D

Pergilah derita 

kau pernah singgah 

terlalu lama kau singgah di hati ini

kau buat aku menangis

menderita

dan aku terduduk

tp sang gembira hadir

datang dan hulurkan ksih

lalu jiwa tidak lg terseksa

dan seketika cuma

aku terfikir

kau sang derita pnjht

adakah kau akan muncul smla?

dan skrg aku berdiri dan bgun

pergilah derita!

izinkan aku tersnyum bahgia.

pergila 2009...pergila kerana aku tidak lagi mahu

mengingati dritaku..

nota kaki: I love u b...thnx for evrytg............
                

:D

Leth n terus letih
tp senyum je k
huaaaaaaaa ngemas nk PINDAH mmg
letih
mcm NOMAD
gagagagag
bosannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
letihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lyn pic jom.aku dah demok.hahaha

jgn terpedaya pic ni k.haha

oh ya..rasa sgt comel.haahah

kgummm..mcm kat paris je.ahakz

yg ni cena???

.

.

.

.

:D

And one more pix

the only guy can make me laugh loud

only him

[Syukur]

:) i dont mind of people talking

cos when people in love

they forget his/her self

hahahaha

seriously,, i love him.too early.

but

NEVERMIND

its better than nothg!!

10 MINIT JE plsss:)

hoho kristmas kan rini?
sgtttttttttt letihhhhhhhhhh sgtttttttttt bosaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnn
:D
bukan sbb buka hadiah ke apa
tp
mgemas barang la
nk pindah rumah lak akak den
adehh
tp takpe:) adik trcinta kan baik
hihi
actually very bord
damn bord
keciq ada job lak.adehh so tak le msg
kedit pun tarak
lyn tnet ingga letih

....................................................................
sini emma nk jemput korang singgah blog nih
abg angkat punye
its bout camera
kira bab tangkap gmbar bagai
or org pggil pe nth bab knuri ke
sila la runding ngn dia

JURU FOTO
baikkkkkkkkkkkkkkk punya~:) so lyannnnnnn

http://eppaphotography.blogspot.com/

:) daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa muahhhhhhhhhh

nota kaki: terallu bosan pada cuti minggu nih.huhuh

ANGAU!!!!

Ni kira diari aku lah kot kan
hahaha
lantak la pe org nk ckp
aku biar je ati aku nk jd cmna pun
cool~
after `she' doing somethg on me
aku pun tduduk
ngis
tp aku tak ckp kat kciq
sbb time tu aku ngh jeles
ngh mrh
aku diam
ingga keciq minta aku jelassssssssssssss
n benda yg tak dsgka berlaku
keciq mmg tau pangai pompuan tu.lalaalla

actually lyn blog sbb FACEBOOK agak kwaja!huh
tak leh access :(

apa pun skrg hati aku mmg

TGH GEMBIRAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

lantak la apa pun jd~

aku nk hpy~

syg dia kot

rindu dia kot

harap dia kot

n

mmg bahagia dng dia!

kadangkala kaki ini tersungkur 

di saat aku melangkah

dan aku menangis

kerana aku teralu lemah

dan ku lihat

kau juga mengis

ahh aku tak tahu kenapa

dan akhirnya

kita berdua

bersama dalam  sendu air mata

tp siapa sgka

bila kau lihat aku

kau tersnyum

walau sedikt sja snyuman itu

begitu juga aku

dan skrg

KITA melangkah dlam kehdpn 

dan terus mlgkah

bersama

senyuman dan kekuatan!

JGN JELOUS K.HAHA

sukaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sukaaaaaaaaaaaaa
almaklum la
jpj buat hi-tea utk aku
hahahahahha
jamuan bsrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ada org sponser makan
pastu ptg de meeting
ambik minit la kan
pas meeting de lagi jamuannnnnnnnnnnnn
utk den
dorang sponser
hahaha
big apple
yeyey
dpt goodies
ada

laptop bag

books

stationry

SIJIL

so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

jpj syg kita,tp kita tak syg jpj.hahaha

DAMN BAD

how can i continue this journey?
i dont trust man
and its mean i also dnt trust keciq?
no!
hate dis feeling
too much confuse
too much thgking
i am woried?
i am bad?
DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
My self esteem very low
ya allah
i really dont knw how to handle all this
people jelous on me
and me confusing?
pls go away this feeling
let happy appear on my heart

damn damn!

keciq..i am sory..
im not too strg to handle all this

no matter end this rlntsp
i just wnt u knw
i gonna lv gonna like n gonna miss u
i nver show how much i like u
how mch i love u
how much i miss or jelous
not like u..show me all out
too jelous rte?
i knw u  lv me
but my slf esteem very low

seriously I AM AFRAID
dAmn!